The last year I have spent a whole heap of time searching for my soul. Who I am. What I love. What I want in my one little life.
And I have realised that I am happy. Really happy.
December was a rough month. One of the roughest months I have ever had to face. Rough for the reasons. Rough for Brett. Rough for the Mama and wife that struggled to keep it together.
Brett crashed with epic proportions in December. Epic.
It rocked my soul to the core. I struggled to get back on my feet. And that is just me. I also had to help Brett back on his feet.
There were days I didn't think I could do it.
There were days that I wanted to throw in the towel.
But I kept it together. I had a choice. And I chose to dig for the
positives. I chose to see the light. Even if it seemed to be moving
away from me as fast as I was trying to catch it.
I learned many things in 2012. I realised I am a lot stronger than I ever imagined. And I knew I was strong.
2013 is going to bring many beautiful times for our little family.
13 has always been a lucky number for us.
We have many plans for this year, including a family road trip, loads of 5LR adventures and the biggest news is that we are planning to renew our wedding vows towards the end of the year.
It is OUR year.